helllooooooo, im jay!! im a queer teen with a love for art.. im learning how to code jus for my own little site :D this is a huge wip as i learn more and more :3 guestboook.
mood: 4/24/25 hi i wanna kill myself. this ones sorta gonna be a long update. a big stressor for my depression is my mother. and guess who i live with. she's a control freak. and so am i (on a lesser scale, fortunately.) but we clash. and she's always just pushing me down, pushing her insecurities on me, like im not the exact opposite of how she was at her age. and i hate it. she's toned down the physical abuse, but the emotional abuse is still there. she treats me like a puppet. and my only way out is my father who is stuck in a deeep debt. who i cant even live with yet. i feel like the general universe just hates me, pushing me down when im at my lowest. giving me a mother who cant support me mentally or emotionally. i want out. ive already tried twice, i dont think i will again but. i just need to leave. it's tearing me down. there's only so much abuse someone can handle.
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| ADHD, alien, ambiguous, androgynous, artsy, asexual, bisensual, cat lover, commie, Dr., femmy butch, furry, gender anarchist, genderfuck, genderqueer, introvert, library dyke, nerd, passionate, polyamorous, XX |
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